Is it about Berkat?

dah lama sebenonyer aku pasang niat nak bayar zakat. zakat pendapatan.. kalau ikutkan kiraan aku ni tak layak untuk bayar zakat, tapi sbb aku mmg berniat untuk asingkan sikit duit pendapatan aku ni, dan beri pada student yg tak berkemampuan. zakat yg di potong ni akan disalurkan ke tabung zakat utk agihan kepada student yg tak berkemampuan di universiti yg aku keje ni..


aku tau camna perasaannya jadik student yg tak mendapat apa2 pinjaman untuk pengajian. Adik aku tak dapat apa2 pinjaman untuk pengajian dia. so untuk bayar yuran, terpaksa mengharap duit dari tabung zakat. Ayah aku? dia sudah pencen. duit pencen cuma cukup untuk makan minum dia dan mak aku je. so adik beradik yg dah bekerja ni la cuba menampung perbelanjaan yg mana kurang. sekarang adik aku tu dah abis pengajian. tunggu konvo. pengalaman pahit dia sedikit sebanyak telah memahamkan aku beban pelajar yg tiada pembiayaan.. bagaimana pula jika orang miskin. ada pembiayaan pinjaman takpe la, tapi kalau tiada? sakit jugak.. setiap semester tgk kengkawan dapat duit pinjaman.. boleh la beli itu ini.. yg dapat duit zakat, hanya cukup-cukup bayar yuran pengajian. makan hari-hari? terpaksa mintak dgn abg kakak..


sebab adik aku sekarang ni dah abis belajar, jadi aku dah pasang niat sedikit duit aku akan disalurkan kepada tabung zakat ni agar mana2 student boleh guna untuk bayar yuran mereka.. moga2 dengan ilmu yang mereka perolehi ini, dapat digunakan untuk mencari rezeki dan membantu keluarga mereka. aku betul2 mengharap begitu...

what do you feel about next year?

well.. i think next year would be a year of "comfortness". can you foresee your destiny for next year?what's so special about next year? 2007. As for me, i entering the new phase of my life. my age is climbing, but i still feel the same at heart.


do you have any plan for next year? as for me, the plans are always been laid out, but the question is, did i follow it? mostly i dont. sometimes things that you plan had to be abandoned for better opportunities ahead of you. it'll come only once. grab it whil eyou can.


wadda heck am i whining about? i got nothing in my head, but i felt wanna write something. just for the sake of writing. adios.

Sometimes i wondered wheter every decision that i made is worth it. does the results of of is good? or is it bad? i am always scared that i made a bad decision. it would jeopardised all the things that i have planned for. and it for sure would make me feel down.


Is there any parameters that needed to be considered to make a decision? do you weigh the pros and cons of it? making decision is though. bad decision would effect me in the long run. i would remembered it as my mistake. in making decision, i would always ask for opinions. i dislike people who made the decision for me. it's like they owned me. who do you seek for advices in making decision? for me, my Abah is the first person that i would talk to. Abah doesnt has high education background. but his life experience is higher than me. sometimes i even amazed by the advices that he gave me. he always let me do the decision. he doesnt like to force people to make their own decision. if he was asked for an opinion, he would gave his pros and cons on the matter, and let that person decide. from his advices, i could judge that he has gone through a lot of things in his life.


the second person that i would seek for advices are my friends. there are two types of people. a positive and negative minded people. I will stay away from getting any opinion from negative minded person. how do you know they are negative people? well.. as time goes by, we could judge our friends around us, which category they are. negative people would only give their opinion on the cons only. maybe just a few pros.. so it would be bias isnt it? if you have a positive minded friend, stay with them. they will support u with the decision that you made.


I read from somewhere (which i couldnt remember), "Jika seseorang cuba mengenyangkan perutnya, dia akan lapar. Jika dia cuba mengenyangkan akalnya, dia akan kenyang". i would refer to this saying if i were to make a decision. it has a deep meaning to me. decision making is hard. my youngest sister had a degree in decision science. have u ever heard about it? i was blurred when the first time i heard that course offered. it's about making a decision!. wow u need a degree for that huh.


i read a book (which i also forgot, how typical of me huh!) saying to make a good decision, you had to learn making the bad decision. from experience, you will learn the up and down in ur life. this will help you to make a good decision. a bad decision is a good lesson in making the right decision.


well.. did you made the right decision?....